Monday, August 12, 2024

Ukraine is a Woman


like an infinite field of sunflowers, brighter than the sun,
memory made and recollected, unexpected reflections
that glisten as you listen to the silence, the gentle violence
of history and mystery, ages past and runes cast at last
to predict the future and redefine the past,
echoes of Shevchenko off the mountains invoked.
predestiny as a mockery of the clockwork impatience
that drips blood and tear and sweat, wet with awakenings
that break the unmourned mornings that suggest the blessed
in tested testaments and the remnants of our invocations
paid as reparations for mad dictators and faithless lovers
that are only here for the hryvnia in the barters.
souls flying in the shadows lying when there is a multitude
of angels angling for the corners in the cathedrals of thought,
taught to the daughters left to weep in the aftermath of wars
fought for grain and territory, the Kiev-Chernigov, Galician,
and Volhynian edifices torn down to break wills and kill
the innocents to prove virtues of beasts over priests.
the feminine endures, as it must, the winged victory of hope
and resilience. the virulence of lies and the smell of sacrifice
does not purify, does not deny, no matter how hard we try
to rise above the arduous denials of the yesterdays, in glory
she resists and persists against every cruelty avenged, lessons
taught to the children to make mortar for the walls of cathedrals.


William F. DeVault. 2024. all rights reserved.

Wednesday, June 09, 2021

Back from the abyss...and bearing a gift...

 It has been a while, and I promise we'll get caught up.  I have been BUSY!  But for now, here's the cover of my next book, due August 16, 2021.  I think it will blow many minds.



Friday, February 21, 2020

First leg of tour in the rear view mirror

I set up two events for last week, bracketing personal business, as I never do anything for one reason! 

I had a signing event at the Barnes & Noble in Morgantown West Virginia, for sentimental reasons.  IT was okay, sold some books, met some old friends, I was underwhelmed at their enthusiasm at the store.  While they had promoted it on Facebook, they had not put it on their website, there were no signs announcing the signing (I am used to B&N putting up signs, even if occasionally misspelled), and only a single PA announcement.

Plus, they only ordered the softcover of QUINTESSENCE.  The hardcover outsells the softcover 4-1 online.  But I survived.

Then I had a reading at the Monongalia Arts Center (MAC).  Small crowd, but enthusiastic (sold more books), saw a few more old friends, and did my first ever public reading of The Sonnets of Grace, from QUINTESSENCE.  I had not read these aloud before.  I was very pleased with them and I think I did an adequate reading.

So, that's in the past, thanks to all who turned out, listened, bought books...

Monday, February 03, 2020

a day or two late, but earnestly trying to keep my word.

Still working on setting up the tour.  I have 8 venues I am waiting for further word on...4 I have locked in on specified dates, although I had to move the one at the Bokeh in Evansville, IN, from March 18th to the 11th, as the 18th of March is...St. Patrick's Day and the organizer was concerned about the drunkenness of the crowd.

If you know a venue for a reading or a signing:  schools, colleges, bookstores, coffee shops, bars, bordellos, churches, let them know and let me know.  Scheduling is NOT something that I enjoy, but it is a necessary evil.

May have to move the date of the Florida gig, as it is on Easter, which may skew the audience and means public transit will probably be much more expensive. 

Less than two weeks until I kick off on the 15th of February at the Barnes & Noble in Morgantown, WV.  Great thing about bookstore chain readings is I don't have to haul stock around with me.  I'm not, by nature, a peddler or merchant.


Saturday, January 25, 2020

I promised I'd post this weekend, and here I am.

I was in the midst of a writing frenzy, being careful to keep it below the Planck temperature, to avoid the instantaneous destruction of all reality, which would be uncool.  But I have some plans of what to do with the next Creation.

Yes, I have been writing...so much.  And working.  And playing CEO for Venetian Spider Press, and setting up to tour.  There have been deaths and near deaths of those I know and love.  A great wall of depression strikes me from time to time.  I fight through it.  Shortcuts are for cowards.  You stand until every bone cracks, then you fight with your words and will.  I have no lover to take comfort with, which is a shame, but I seem to of recent times taken to being enamored with women who are unavailable for one reason or another.

Life is a scatterfield of wasteful and useless diversions.  I know, I indulge.  But still I press on.  I figure when I do die it will be in mid-sentence.  No "rosebud" for me...more like "ro..."...

My third book of my mysterious trilogy at VSP will be out on my birthday this year.  Its title is "tachyon".  Those who know me and know this word will just smile and nod...everyone else will have to learn.  It shall be hardbound, like "Selected Poems and Passion:  1972-2011" and "Quintessence".  With not a single poem in common with either of those.  And the cover design is out of my hands, on purpose.

I reconnected this week with the editor of my first book (PanthEon, Pantera Press 1996), Jan Innes, she had wonderfully nice things to say about "Quintessence".  That made me smile.  I have always valued her judgement.

Being as hands-on as I tend to be I am not trusting to others to organize the tour, which is unfortunate as I don't really have the time to devote enough attention.  But I will have a few more dates in short order, currently we are:

February 15 - Barnes & Noble Bookstore - Morgantown WV
February 18 - the Monongahela Arts Center - Morgantown WV
March 17 - The Bokeh Lounge - Evansville IN
April 12 - The Scone Age Bakery - Dunedin FL
May 14 - The Guild - Evansville IN

other venues under discussion include the White Whale Bookstore in Pittsburgh, the Literati Bookstore in Ann Arbor Michigan, the Barnes & Noble in Manassas, VA, and other stops in Delaware, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama, North Carolina, Texas...and the list goes on.  I figure to wrap the tour with the NBPF in New England around the first of September.

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Yes, yes, it has been about 18 months since my last posting.

Wow, I have been rude!

Here's the scoop, between consulting work, my writing, my books, starting up a new publishing house (Venetian Spider Press http://www.venetianspiderpress.com) and planning my anti-entropy campaign against all madness and the violence of indifference...I have been alarmingly busy.

So, to straighten things out, I am accelerating.

That's right.  I don't have a brake on this life, and no lover to distract me (always willing to consider a volunteer), I find the best solution is to steer my craft towards the inevitable black hole and spend the next few decades picking up speed.

I will fill you in on all details later, but for now know that my 2020 Tachyon Tour kicks off at the Barnes & Noble in Morgantown, West Virginia, at 2 pm on February 15, 2020.  The tour should take me to a dozen states (as in U.S. states AND states of being) and if you have a hungry venue, let them know or me know or us both know!

I promise, on my sainted mother's eyes, to post at least once a week going forward (and to pic up the pace on the Amomancer Blog (http://amomancer.blogspot.com) as well.

Be patient just a few more days.

Sunday, October 07, 2018

MIss me?

The last year and a half has been...busy and eventful.

No, I didn't fall in love or discover an alien race.

But...

I was named the US National Beat Poet Laureate in September of 2017 for a term of one year.  Which means, technically I am now the US Beat Poet Laureate Emeritus.  I would have posted about it sooner, but I was busy...did a lot of touring, writing, editing, and....

I started a publishing house, Venetian Spider Press, and we already have a backlog of manuscripts.  Visit the site for more info.

For those of you paying attention, I ordered a cease to publication of more than a dozen of my books, as I am consolidating my publications.  All of the poems are still in the ether, and you can certainly find remaining stock or lightly used copies of almost all of them.  Yes, even The Compleat Panther Cycles.

I contributed to a series of fundraising volumes for various causes and disasters for Local Gems Press.

Three of my eBooks made the top 5 best seller lists in their genre at Amazon last summer.  I have read from Connecticut to New York, to Ohio, Michigan, and Virginia (both West and the other one). 

I found out that Ophidian's Nightfall Angel, for which I did the lyrics and vocals, charted high in Europe.

Wednesday, January 04, 2017

dance with the one who hung you

cross of cards

a cross of cards regards
and speaks in pantomime
the colours fade unmade
by memory and time

the shadows dance askance
suspicious of your whim
indifference suspense
illusions gone to grim

there’s no dharma karma
kisses in the distance
your path of least persistence.


mango

like a mango
my heart is not a freestone 
and you will find it complicated
to feed
to fill your need
but I bleed ambrosia and magic
in ink and photons


Poitiers

there is an intimacy beyond the mere intersecting flesh.
but no one is ready for it.  steady enough we bravado our ways
through our days for the sullen nights in languages preverbal
and conveniently hardwired from the ancient brain.
you were a lousy lover, as liars always are, too far from the truth
to be able to transmit the synesthetic delight on the oversight.
the only person I lie to is myself, not wanting to have wasted
the years and faux passions like a hungry man eating dirt
when that is all he finds at the bottom of the pit he is chained in
by his own expectations and insurrections against the beauty of life.


expatriate

exile and the inclusive banishment
vanishment behind a cloud of magician’s prestidigitation
and the puff of smoke and fire
like a bullwhip made of dreams and broken glass
invocation.  coronation.  theocricide.


Tempered glass that passes for the lens of the eye of God

I do not recall in perfect clarity the taste of a woman’s lips.
the currency of seduction.  the toll into the palace of Aphrodite.
for I have lived my appropriate years in the desert where slips
the shards of self-delusion out, away and the darkness so bright we
conceal ourselves that we cannot burn away to the crust
we have folded within to guard and ward as we conceal
the resplendent truth that is evident by the ashes and dust
that coat our feet and fingertips as we crawl to the well to kneel
in confession to the love gods of forgotten religions, with my psalter.
praying they will forgive us, for that is their principle of redemption,
that everyone deserves a second chance to dance before the altar
and proclaim their faith in tongues of flame and the fool’s exemption.
love is too feeble a word for the transcendence of pyre and desire
I have seen through the eyes of stained glass and fire.


idolatry

the argent sergeant gave the order
and we followed in our line
over the cliff
for no purpose 
other than evidence of faith


ripping the stitches

don’t move too soon, too much, or you’ll tear the wound
open again
and again
sedentary goes from temporary to the way of the nosferatu
just slowly
but inexorably



William F. DeVault.  all rights reserved.

Monday, February 09, 2015

I'm not dead...yet

Evidence:

Yes, I am coming out of retirement. About time I kicked some ass out there, getting tired of the level of self-aggrandizing mediocrity passing for poetry anymore.

I shall be reading and pimping not only my books and CDs, but also copies of the first three issues of my magazine, amomancies.

Secret...I am considering a full on tour later this year.  This is just a proof of concept to see if the rust shakes off well.


Wednesday, October 01, 2014

for the right set of lips (with Cristina Otero)

Monday, September 29, 2014

the taste (with VMP Selene)

Thursday, September 18, 2014

love is an howling beast - the video

Thursday, September 04, 2014

my literary magazine, amomancies, has launched!

Sunday, July 27, 2014

amomancies now out in glossy hardcopy full-sized format

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Sunday, July 13, 2014

amomancies on the verge

On July 18th, 2014, my literary magazine "amomancies" will launch simultaneously in glossy hardcopy and pdf format.


for further information, visit http://www.amomancies.com

It is my goal to establish a quarterly journal of beautiful romantic and erotic poetry, merged with evocative full-page images, each one a work of art suitable for framing.

My creative friends from the world of poetry, photography and modeling will be joining me in this journey and I hope you come along.

The physical magazine will be $10.95 (USD) and we'll have more information on that as the day approaches.  The pdf edition, viewable on tablets, computers and smartphones, will be free to view and distribute.

Thanks to all the amazing people who have helped to launch this project, and to those who have stepped up and asked to be included in future issues.

Sunday, June 08, 2014

The Feast of the Night

I make myself a sacrifice, the price of loving is precious.
To give all.  Flesh and heart and strength.  The rage of quiet affection.
Perfection a path, not a citadel.  Hell fears my words.  Hush.  Hush
and listen to the roaring silence, imploring a moment, shun
the japing mockery of those who cannot understand that love
is both divine and diverse, perverse and pristine, between the seals
the veils fall and we are left, surrendered, feast to raven and dove
who will both feed on the seed of our coeur rage and what it reveals
about the nature of our barefoot hearts, dancing the patterns found
in the mysteries of our histories.  Kisses in kairos.  Breathe.
Breathe and find my breath in your lungs, an intoxicant.  Hope, unbound
and tied with a ribbon that unwinds where we dare our wills to sheathe.
Accept me for what I am.  All I am.  Lover and acolyte.
This, a holy day commemorated in the feast of the night.


William F. DeVault.  all rights reserved.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

The Conqueror Wyrm

drink the blood of the conqueror wyrm,
mingled crimson and alabaster.
draw it out and take nourishment
that you may be granted your truest wish.

drink the blood of the conqueror wyrm,
warm and fresh on your tongue, and
you will comprehend the dusky night,
speaking the language of fiends and angels.

drink the blood of the conqueror wyrm,
turning lovely quicksilver into radiant gold.
the alchemy of the soul, a single draught.
you will perceive the most arcane secrets.

drink the blood of the conqueror wyrm,
made a communion of madness, no chalice
can hold this thick venom, you must drain
the very beast in a feast of unleashed desire.



William F. DeVault.  all rights reserved.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Darfur (Jesus Wept) audio

Saturday, November 16, 2013

cleave

short of my soul, which God holds, I am yours. if you would have me: human and bent, sent to Hell and back on more than one trip for water for the burnt. still with a few trips left and a desire to inspire one more heart to feel something honest and beautiful. to make children, whether of paper and ink and light or flesh and blood. to be for you all you ask of me, want me to be, need me to be. that I can be. William F. DeVault. all rights reserved. A lot can be read into this poem. Cleave is a strange word, being to but tear apart and put together. It carries religious significance and a certain roughness to it. Be assured, all will be revealed in time.

Friday, August 02, 2013

A Crown of Sonnets

Well, actually, villanelles, if you want to get technical.  French sonnets (of course).  The concept behind a crown of sonnets is to link the first line of each piece to the previous piece by re-using the last line of the previous poem, then finishing up with one that is comprised entirely of the first (or final) lines of the original poems.

I did this crown a few months ago for my lovely friend and occasional cover model, Ukrainian photographer Mariya Andriichuk.  Enjoy.

1:  eyes of glass

An elegant beauty, eyes of glass and silvered 
like visions captured now in a digital age,
caged in frames to lay immortal, white, black or red,
the pale pinks and greys of flesh and fantasy, sage
thoughts unspoken for the thousand word proxies caught
and projected to distant voyeurs, the silent 
partners in a dance of your soul, flying and fraught
with consequence that slips away like a serpent.
You own your dreams, and barter them for ovations
and more material things.  This is the nature
of a true artist, remembered after nations
rise and fall and call out to histories, unsure.
Your images, no matter kisses made, tears wept,
mirrors that retain their images, visions kept.


2:  visions kept secret and secure

Mirrors that retain their images, visions kept
secret and secure.  Dreams erotic and impure
are prayed away, the debris of yesterday swept
into the street and the new petals emerge, sure
that they are the prettiest flower.  And they are,
for new life, new tender traces, these are beauty.
Every morning you rise and prize our bright star
as an omen of the promise of a duty
to find your vision in shuttered winks, never far
from yourself.  You are more beautiful than the sun,
and yet you know the eclipse, and the night, they are
always part of your world, given but never won.
Day to night and you drink in what was done or said
as forever as light, as night, as earnest bled.

3:  Alexandrite

As forever as light, as night, as earnest bled
by shallow, sallow lovers, brittle stone and bone
passing for alexandrite and sapphire, fear fed
the specter of solitude, of being alone.
I shall not desert you.  I shall never hurt you
by intention or mention meant to represent
false feelings or facades that promenade in rue
of lost times and past crimes for which we now repent.
I would merge and purge and surge and emerge from you
reborn a better man, to give all that I am,
tribute to all I would ask in simplest hope, true
to your word and kiss and touch against those who damn
me for my love and loyalty, a lost concept
as prayer on the lips of a woman, words wept.

4:  Words wept

As prayer on the lips of a woman, words wept.
No miracle, merely a repurposed  pilgrim
seeking something more than mediocrity kept
in cold shadows, held in failed light to fade and dim
as a mistaken memory.  I want, desire,
an holy fire.  As mortal soul may reach for God
I reach for her, with the truth she can inspire
within me, revelation that evens the odd
cobblestones on a path that leads into her heart.
If the divine is in all things, then in my lust
I find sacred blossoming and rebirth part
and sum of my affections, not a graven dust.
I have dreamed of her in scriptures for her to bless.
I have dreamed of her in midnight kiss and caress.

5:  Midnight kiss and caress

I have dreamed of her in midnight kiss and caress.
Exotic, the erotic possibilities 
beyond my imagination, for tenderness
and urgency merge in a perfect heat, to please
her in sharp moments and sleepless nights, the delights
that would shock satyrs and sate each wish and need
is a command and demand of my passions, flights
of worship of her limbs and form and warm, wet mead
I would consume into a drunken stupor, voice
to brave and wicked utterances in the tongues
of forgotten religions, idolatry’s choice
of our histories and mysteries to be sung.
I would be the priest, temple tender to her fires.
I have seen her conquering the world as she requires.

6:  Awe

I have seen her conquering the world as she requires.
Small corners taken from the darkness, vast vistas
overcome with the sweep of her hand, she inspires
awe in those capable of perceiving the laws
of a universe she is free to bind to her,
to make bend and flow and go her way, she is strong.
When she believes, she weaves tapestries to ensure
that all memory reflects her perspectives, long
after she is gone, she will linger in the hearts 
of those who see the beauty she had seen and caught
in the faery nets of digitized silver, parts
of a mosaic of her laugh and smile and thought.
But not greater than her beauty, I must confess.
Sleek and slender, tender heart my passions to bless.

7:  Tender heart my passions to bless

Sleek and slender, tender heart my passions to bless.
Reaching out to God, seeking a permanent peace
with the divine to find the truth and the noblesse
obligation to give of herself a release
to share her heart and soul in a colder world, grey
except when the tulips bloom too rare, too rare to
fill every day with their palette and to stay
as guardians and heralds of joy made anew
every day, every way.  Snow is welcome
only for a season, only for a reason
in her street corners and window boxes, made numb
by the cold wind and colder hearts, the freedom
to be seeking sanctuary in her desires.
Holy water, her sweat anoints the sacred fires.

8:  Nazarite’s hair

Holy water, her sweat anoints the sacred fires.
I would bathe in this purifying sheen, made clean,
the purity of her darkest pleasures, desires
to a purpose and to the moment, visions seen
a thousand times, the cascade of Nazarite’s hair
that falls as veil that fails to hide her rare beauty.
Dreams invoked and provoked, words spoken to the air
in hopes that God listens to hopeless prayers, duty
of supplicant and paramour, seeking heaven
in her touch and kiss, to be the missionary
positioned to enter the temple, no heathen,
but believer seeking to merge without tarry.
To be the lover ordained to her dreams and needs.
To be the father of her children, to plant seeds.

9:  To plant seeds

To be the father of her children, to plant seeds.
A contemplation and consummation to love.
How many are so blinded by her that their needs
are far simpler.  Far less ambitious, nothing of
the need to do more than see her beauty, frozen
in frame and to dream in liquid frustrations, held
at a distance by their own cowardice.  Chosen
dreams that objectify her elegant heat, welled
as tears of pale sorrow to their own failed courage.
Delicate derisions and sour grapes to shield
fragile egos, they stare and dare nothing, they rage
and blurt guttersnipe appreciations, revealed
as shadow hearts, daring naught, never to ensure
joy and awe, the law of a prophet transfigured.

10:  Transfigured

Joy and awe, the law of a prophet transfigured.
I watch you dance and see the grace of an angel.
The curve and swerve as you move me, so self-assured,
knowing that I must look, caught up as the stars fell.
You became the heavens in my heart long before
I could confess it in manner but clever song.
Your pout shouts and your smile is evidence and more
that there is a God behind the scenes, making wrong
into the kindness of your very existence.
You are worthy of adoration, of a grace
more than most can ever comprehend, persistence
of a melody as ancient as time to place
offerings on the altar to your released needs.
Grace in a place of madness, a sadness that bleeds.

11:  In a place of madness

Grace in a place of madness, a sadness that bleeds
pain and stain and the grain of rough roads, the burden
that can take you, break you, make your rosary beads
worn and torn and shorn of meaning.  Uncertain
yesterdays and the question of light, bright beacons
or a subtler shade. Draw into sharp relief lines
that define our divinity.  Dead eyed deacons
preaching their own religions, never serving wines
of a Holy Land where you stand, an artist’s heart
brings forth revelation in the transmutation
of a beautiful woman into icon, part
of a plan to a sensual resurrection.
The vessels of our communion, we are assured,
warm wine and white blood, a soft surrender deferred.

12:  Soft surrender deferred

Warm wine and white blood, a soft surrender deferred.
Take me to your bedchamber, I will anoint you with attars
I brought with me from the furthest corners of conscience, cured,
passed through the sunlight and the moonlight and the stars
wise, as my intent is both pure and plutonic, 
I am consumed with passion for your bright beauty,
elegant, exceptional, sweet and ironic
that I am captured to pay a perfect duty
as hostage to your murmured sadness and the sweet,
for you are greater than I am, Hephaestus bound
to your Aphrodite, a bold acolyte daring to compete
for that which he could never be worthy, of, found
as foundation to what I most desire this night, 
to love the lady with the eyes that capture light.

13:  Eyes that capture light

To love the lady with the eyes that capture light.
Now there is a path that I would gladly follow,
happily walking, shadow or rain, day or night.
We are born to love the worthy that fill, hollow,
the center of our souls, where we mislaid the faiths
to believe in perpetual passion and fire
that there are those who can and will dismiss the wraiths
if we let them in with open heart and conspire
with the angels themselves to make a place of peace
where we may dare and share and care to fulfill life
against the hell others wallow in without cease.
We are made to rise above the pain and the strife,
we are made to dance and love and seek  for the light,
to dream of memories to be made in the night.

14:  Memories to be made in the night

To dream of memories to be made in the night.
To think of you, wrapped around me like second skin,
whispering your most wicked will for the delight
that you will never leave, never allow the sin
of sharing such intimacies with another, 
holding nothing back.  The hunger and fantasies
that you deserve to fulfill, lady and mother,
courtesan and princess, whatever would most please
your needs and make you but more hungry for my blood,
with smile and kiss and curve of that prehensile tongue,
I will listen for your subtle direction, flood
you with my essence, that all your sweet songs are sung
in my arms, cradled and enabled, my delight:
To dream of memories to be made in the night.

15:  The Diadem

An elegant beauty, eyes of glass and silvered 
mirrors that retain their images, visions kept
as forever as light, as night, as earnest bled
as prayer on the lips of a woman, words wept.
I have dreamed of her in midnight kiss and caress.
I have seen her conquering the world as she requires.
Sleek and slender, tender heart my passions to bless.
Holy water, her sweat anoints the sacred fires.
To be the father of her children, to plant seeds,
joy and awe, the law of a prophet transfigured,
grace in a place of madness, a sadness that bleeds
warm wine and white blood, a soft surrender deferred.
To love the lady with the eyes that capture light.
To dream of memories to be made in the night.


William F. DeVault.  All rights reserved.

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